Honestly, Im so freaking nervous. Im just feeling like 324794876 of butterflies assaulting my stomach D: Well..I so know that Im not going to win it. Not even 0.000000000000001% of chance for me to get the consolation prize. But ugh. D: I should just dispute with Pn.Yuza about the fact that I can't even write a decent ESSAY! D; I bet theres still aplenty of them in our school who can write so much more better than me. A person who is totally in his right mind wouldn't ask Marilyn to take part in such an important competition. Well, I'm no trying to say that Pn.Yuza has lost her insanity or something. It is just inconceivable that she actually picked me out of so many excellent writers in my form.

And 1 hour to write 1000 words? -dies- I need like 5 mins to decide which topic I want to write about, 15 mins to construct an idea for my essay and I left only 40mins to write thousand words?? Sound so ridiculous indeed D: It will be a cinch that I may be the worst essay write tomorrow. Lol. I wager the examiners are all going to be " WTH HUH? Why the hell this little retarded girl doing here?" :) And they may want to tear off my papers or give up on marking it, most likely the latter. And I'm sure theres going to be HELL LOT of mouthing profanities come out from me tomorrow as soon as I received the topics. Cause, Marilyn may not understand a single thing. Sounds so cool. :)

Kso, I just need to get rid of this crappy nauseousness. I have to keep telling myself to do the best,strive hard and don't worry so much cause YOU WON'T EVEN HAVE THE SLIGHTEST CHANCE OF WINNING. Yeah. ;) Feel much more better. :D