I don't know when I took this picture with my flabby arm and the shitty results slip, and my hideous eyebrow!

Oh the main point of this picture isn't about the unattractive part of my physical appearance.

It is because....

Yes, it's like fucking over. THREE weeks of suffering. THREE weeks with tons of reference books. THREE weeks without grin on my face (not really). THREE weeks with this paranoid feeling. THREE weeks of kept feeling that I am a dumbass. THREE weeks being sick of surrounded by all the smart asses. THREE weeks with only an average of 3-4 hours of sleep every night. THREE weeks of not getting tempted by all the tips/leaked papers. THREE of pimples invading. And...I ran out of ideas.

As usual, lemme summarize and rant a bit of this week's papers.

Mind you, will be vulgar, very berry much.

Fuck that. Fuck it. Fuck my brain. ( Told you! )

I had totally no idea what was wrong with me. I think I left my brain at home. I studied like mad, like crap the two days before and the moment I got that paper, my mind went blank. Like teeeeeet, went blank.

Paper 2 was like crappiest nonsense ever. 

When ZL asked me about one question which has something to do with Alkane/alkene with bromine water.

Was it my eyes, or my brain?

Paper 2 was like -speechless-.

The essay part was not bad, I guess. We were given 5 topics and had to pick one. I scanned through five of them and instantly blurted out, bloody hell.

Ended up, I chose " Life is actually simple " ( or whatsoever ) which is pretty much related to my point of view. The problem is, I don't know how to express my thoughts, my feelings using Mandarin :x

Okaaaaaaaay, I think.

Lol. I couldn't draw the line of best fit so I guess I've lost about 3 marks or so.

It was pretty acceptable, I think.

And, TADA, over.

This midterm exams, were like a total helluva. Although I am quite proud of myself for not getting tempted to accept any papers before the exam. But well, I am not saying that those who got the paper before-hand are evil or lazy or whatever.

I only detest people who didn't even bother to put in A.N.Y efforts to study and revise but merely depended on the tips/papers. Like, Oh I shall not study first and I'll wait for the tips. Pft. There will be not even one iota of tips during SPM. At the end of the day, you still have to swallow down your books and stuff everything into your brain, or choose to flunk your SPM, bravo.

Lol I am not saying that I am so smart, so hardworking, so brilliant or anything la. I am like so dumb and I admit to that fact. But at least I tried my best ( well, maybe not idk ) and I stayed up late almost every night / woke up early every morning to make sure that I finished each and every chapter even though I would forgotten approximately everything eventually ( that's so pathetic lmfao )

Okay, I shall stop my ranting, right here. Later people think that I am a saint who didn't rely on the tips at all :D

I am actually planning on what I am going to do during these TWO weeks holidays. Um, I shall not type them out. Later after the holidays and I have yet to accomplish anything lmfao so paiseh.

And wtf, we got tons of Cuti Terancang and I've only completed the English's. And oh, Additional Maths' project. This year, the topic is about Index Number. I was so afraid that we might get something like, logarithms, trigonometry like wtf of their uses in our daily lives. So yes, Index Number :)

Ima start drafting for the introduction and the further exploration parts tomorrow. I reckon it will be fun, idk why lol.

Chemistry tuition later. I can't bear another seconds of that teacher babbling about how wealth he is and he values his work so much that he doesn't use cheap pens. Cheap as in, the ciplak pens that WE use all the time, like Pilot, Faber Castle etc.

And he also said that, he doesn't like Malaysia, at all and he is moving to England 5 years later. 

Oh, I seriously have to stop complaining, teehee.

This is Pavilion Temple of Fiber signing off now, over.

xoxo