Hello folks. Rise and Shine!
Oops wait no, its already 1pm O_O
Oh nvm. I slept at 2am last night and I just woke up :D

HAPPY HALLOWEEN ! eventhough it is not really a trend to celebrate it here.
I swear, if one day, I get to celebrate Halloween, I am going to dress up as SpongeBob or Teletubbies.

'Iz listening to the song on Mich's blog.
Uncle Kracker - Smile <3
-sings along- You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe....Oh you make me smile.
This song is so going to go into my PSP. Lol.

I don't know what English newspaper you read everyday. Or maybe you don't read at all.
So I read an article on Star two days ago. Its about Social Network Websites. Oh wait, you know what I gonna talk about? Facebook? Ohyes! Lol.

Star asked 3 people to participate in an experiment. You can't log in any social network websites such as Twitter, Facebook, Tumblr, Blogspot etc etc for 3 days.
Three of them made it though. But they admit that it was really a difficult task for them.
I actually LOL'd when I read it.
I wonder how many people can actually do it. I mean, people as in, Facebook freaks. Like Miss. Wong May Li :)
Well, you can't really blame those people who can resist Facebook. Because, once you are away from Facebook for maybe 1 or 2 days, you will have tonnes of notifications, your restaurant city will die down, or people will steal your crops from your virtual farm, or whatever Cafe World or you will be outdated because you can't catch up of what people doing or posting in Facebook, or you are going to have loads of friend requests.
Sigh. People these days.
Ok, done ranting :D Rantings always make my day.

I was youtubing.





Gawd. She plays so well O_O
Lmao. The music piece that shes playing in the vid, is one of my exam pieces. And I hate that song to death.
I just can't get some parts right. I think my piano teacher always seethes in anger everytime I play that song. Lol. I just don't have music talent. Shrug.

I think I am addicted in using the word " Shrug".
I wonder how many times I used it in my essay yesterday.
" Jenny shrugged her shoulder and sauntered away. "
" I shrugged and nodded my head."
Lol. And Natasha asked me, Why you didn't use my name in my essay?
I was like, The girl in my essay is gonna die at the end so yeah :3

Final exam starts officially on next Monday, which is also, my dooms day ):
Physics and History on Tuesday. Both paper 2. How nice.
Chemistry and Moral on Wednesday. OH MY, Chemistry.
Addmath and Math on Thursday. And finally, Chinese on Friday. Phew.

Oh and since we only have Chinese papers on Friday, I am sure that those Bananas will skip school on that day and get to study at home.
%$#^$^$@#$^#@$@&^$#&%$*%$&^#$%#^$%#^$#^&$%*%$&^%#$%#^$#
YOU LUCKY BANANA aka Natasha, Rach, Regina, Ks, Edwin and others %^$^#$^$#
-jealous- ):

Anyway, I am going to be on HIATUS for um, 1 week? 2 week? Yes, its 2 weeks.
Ima blog on next Friday about my exam and MIA for another week and then, exam is over! WOOHOO. Nvm, 2 weeks of suffering. So dream on. ):


Toodles! x

Love, Mariky.

So it was the first day of final exam.

English
We only had English Paper 1 and 2 today though.
My stomach is acting weird since this morning. Wait no, not food poisoning this time. Oh, period. sucks.

Everyone was complaining how difficult was Paper2.
To be incredibly honest, it was kinda okay to me. Except the objective part which you need to circle here and there like kindergarten kids.
Literature part was..ehem. Awfully terrible. Lol.
You know um, Monsoon History? Its a poem about Baby Nyonya.
So I had been asked

" What kind of education the persona did? "

Or more or less something like that.
I wanted to write NORMAL education. But I think it sounds wrong.
So I wrote, Baba Nyonya Education o_o lol

Paper 1 was okay.
I had to write a report about a fight breakout at the canteen.
And I chose to write an essay about friendship.
God knows I can't write factual essay ):

And wow. I studied Addmath for 9 hours yesterday.
5 hours on Logarithms. Bravo to my dumbness.
I don't feel like continue Addmath today ): My stomach is giving me strange feeling. F the period.

Oh and I don't know shall I go to Yoon's church 's camp or not ):
Tbh, I don't feel like going o: But I don't go, Mayli will be so lonely WITHOUT me, her best friend ): LOL.
Well, Im still thinking about it. Hmm.

Oh shit. Its raining now, heavily. EFF IT. Ugh.
Ima off to catch a nap.

Love, Mariky.

I am so addicted to this song.
Within Temptation always has awesome songs <3
And Chris Jones' voice is low, husky and just sexy. I am going to marry to someone who has the same seductive voice as him so that he will murmurs beside my ear every night before we go to bed, or maybe, make out.
Pfft. I somehow love the sad fact that I always have pervert thoughts swirling in my mind.

I skipped school today, again. Of course, with parents' permission.
The main reason is, I want to ditch Chinese class.
Second, Final starts tomorrow and I want to stay home to revise. Although its only English papers tomorrow.
Imagine this. I have to endure the boring moments in Chinese class and get home at 2:30pm. And I have to start studying with heavy eyelids.
Its better for me to stay home :D

Weird. I watched Barney just now.
I mean, BARNEY, the purple Dinosaur & Regina's childhood idol/friend.
BARNEY, but not Teletubbies ): I hvn't watched Teletubbies for everyone knows how long.
I think Mum throws away all the Teletubbies' VCD. How sad ):
Barney is singing I love you, You love me right now. Lolol.
I even sang along with Barney when they were singing this Its Cold Its Cold song. I think they even rapped. Lol.
Enough of Barney. I can't let Regina affects me with her Barney fantasy.
Teletubbies <3 Tinky Winky, Dipsy, Laa-laa & PO ! :D

Oh. Two days ago, when I wanted to go to the school's toilet to wash away the ink stain on my fingers.
I saw that the door was closed so I asked.

Me: Kak...pintu..
She: Tandas sedang dicuci! Tak boleh masuk!
Me: ....

I hvn't even finished my freaking sentence! Fyi, she was using a super impatient tone when she was speaking to me. She acted like her bf just dumped her or her husband just divorced with her. I stood there for like 5 secs, gawking at her. Man, I feel so speechless. Its like she just splashed me with a bucket full of cold water. Pfft. I need to write a suggestion letter to the useless headmistress and complain about the service provided by our cleaners.
Nvm. My letter will bring to no avail, for sure.

Oh. I borrowed a Chinese teenager newspaper from my classmate yesterday. And I read about this article about  aboy wrote a letter to the editor and said that he feels like he wants to molest a girl everytime he sees her. And even when he was masturbating, he thought of her.

I showed the article to Ml and Alicia. And they didn't understand the chinese term of masturbating.

I was like, Do you know MASTURBATE? I said out loud.

And Edwin, Rooban, Deenish and guys behind me were all looking at me.
I was like, WHAAAAAT? Its just masturbate.

After all, at least Alicia knew whats masturbate, just in another chinese term.
Just Mayli. Sigh. She is so freaking innocent in sex talk.

Did I tell you that my backdoor neighbour just bought a piano?
Gawd. She is the most hardworking newbie I ever met!
I think she is only a primary school student (?). And she plays the piano from 7pm to even 11pm!
4 HOURS, without breaks, I think.
Man, sounds pollution.
Dear little girl, my final is approaching so do you mind to just practice less a bit? ):

I am so lazy to get on computer now. Seriously.
I rather pottering around my house, or watch tv with family, or lazing in my room, or read some old story books, or play the games on my psp.
PSP is really bad for surfing internet though. I've been using it to stalk blogs and sign in MSN for a while. Thats all my bloody psp can do. Pfft.
And I am so frustrated with the songs in my psp. Theres only like 80+songs in it. I don't want to make it looks like a music player. Gawd. All the songs in there bore me to no end.

I have no idea why I am typing all these random stuff. Lol. I guess I just want to make a long ass post.

Oh lets talk about exam, kay? :D

I finished Physics Chap.5 last night while waiting for dad to be home because he didn't bring any keys with him and he went out with his buddies for happyhour until midnight.
I want to do addmath this morning and evening.
And I will study English at night since theres nothing much to do with English. I am somehow afraid of English though. Odd, I know.

So if I can't finish addmath today due to my dumbness, I am going to continue tomorrow after I get home. And I have addmath tuition tomorrow night, so the timing is perfectly fit.
I have the whole day of Saturday so I may revise the left-out chapters of Physics and Chemistry.

And I have no clue why I am telling you guys my oh-so-going-to-work's study plan. I guess I am just bored.

Love, Mariky.

Chemistry is the pain in the ass.
I have been studying it for god knows how long.
Sodium, Sulphuric acid, Nitrite, Nitrate, Hydroxide, Protons, Electron Arrangement etc etc are all in my brain.
But its a cinch that I will erase them after I wake up tomorrow morning.
How sad that my memory is a sieve.

I am starting Physics Chap.5 tomorrow. Light, pfft.
Add maths ): Thats my least favorite subject.
I don't get why people find it interesting. Bunch of weirdos.

MU Carling Cup match with Barnsley tonight.
Obertan's debut! :D
I am still hesitating shall I watch it or not.
The time difference between Malaysia and UK has changed back to 8hours since few days ago.
It sucks so badly, really.
Especially when matches start late in UK.. It means that I have to stay up late for football again ):

Anyway, need to off to shower and continue Chemistry ):

Love, Mariky.

Edwin's birthday party was a blast.
I can't be assed to elaborate more about it. But I guess you can see how much fun everyone had on that day by looking at those pics on Facebook or maybe reading others' blogs.

The freaking high heel and the uncomfortable dress were killing me all the way from the moment I had them on until I reached home.
I had to keep pulling up my dress to prevent my boobs from showing out. Oh yeh, boobs. Natasha was so tempted to catch a chance so that she could pull off my dress. Hah. Whatta pervert.
Oh and the heel. Man, my legs hurt badly.

I like the place though. It was so much like a club. But too bad. I couldn't find a hot guy as the bartender. Lol.

Man.Utd lost to LiverPOO last night ._.
And Vidic was red-carded and got sent off. Pfft.
But well, we performed terribly last night. Just pray that our next game with Barnsley will be better.
GLORY GLORY MAN.UTD! :D

Talking about football, we went to Sunway earlier before the party to choose present for Edwin.
And we entered Al-Ikhsan and I saw MU jersey and its only RM149(?) !! :D
Although I want the jersey which has MU player's name printed at the back, but its the double of the normal jersey price ):

I got a hair straightener yesterday, for FREE! :D
Well, its because that my sis & cousin had spent more than RM500 in the saloon yesterday and the owner gave the hair straightener to them for free. But my sis isn't like the all girly girlish girl, so she gave it to me :D
The best part is, straightener can also be used to curl your hair. So its like, one stone kills two birds. Awesome.

I can't type more because I only allow myself to get my ass on comp for 30mins.
Mainly just to check sports news and stalk blogs.

Oh and jsyk, I have been studying Biology.
And I am done with History, just kinda.
Iz going to start on Chemistry Chap.8 tonight, I wish.
And I have only 5 more days to prepare for Physics and Addmaths.

Love, Mariky.

Hello darlings.

So I hvn't really been updating for the past two days.
And I hvn't typed a really long ranting post for ages. Not going to do it for some times cause Im really tired these days.

I am getting really somnolent these days.
If I don't take a nap in the evening, by 8pm, I am energy-less.
And if I do, I still have to hit the sack at before 12am because my eyes are getting heavier and heavier after 10pm.

I have been studying. But its not going so smooth.
I only enjoy revising for certain subjects. Such as, History, Biology and Physics.
This is bad. This is bad.

School was fine. We have one more week to prepare for our final.
The only subjects that I have confidence with are, English and Malay D:
Addmaths is not too bad. It just that, I can't seem to understand Chap.3. Pfft.
Physics and Chemistry are the worst. Man, I despise Chemistry.

We laughed ALOT at school this week though.
I couldn't stop laughing yesterday and I can't even remember why I laughed at the first place.
I laughed for more than 5 mins and my throat felt parched. Pft.

Anyway, I am going to Edwin's birthday party tonight :D
But, Pamela, Mayli and I are going to Sunway later to choose present for the birthday boy.
So its going to be a long day for me.

I am wearing a black dress from Mayli and Mayli is wearing a black layered dress from Yoon.
LOL. Thats what friends for right? :D
And Im going to wear a black high heel, which belongs to my sis. Lmao.
Oh and Im trying to tie my hair up to a bun or maybe a messy bun.

Youtube is our friends :D



I want to own a hair curler and straightener D: lol.

Off now to shower.
Then, I have to complete all my house chores. And get dressed up and bla bla bla.
I feel like Cinderella. Lmao.

Love, Mariky.

Mom and I are fine right now :D
Ok I know I was childish and over sensitive and all. lmao.

School was normal today. Nothing much happened.
Except that Alicia and I had to walk around almost the whole school just to go to the toilet. Pfft.

I have the urge to get my ass on GIMP :D
Ciao x

Love, Mariky.

My first day of school after 2 weeks and 2 days of week isn't going so well.

School was fine, really.
Except that I had to rush this and that due to my absence for 5 days.
Obviously, everyone teacher is rushing our syllabus like their life are depend on it. Pft.

I was surprised that my sis came and fetched me though.
We went to buy a cake for my daddy's birthday.
And it was about 2:30pm when I reached home.

I couldn't even take a nap. And I was really, exhausted.
Maybe its a good thing though.
At least I wouldn't sleep until 5mins before my piano class and had no chance to practice my scale.

Piano lesson went pretty smooth too, really. I know, miracle.
Everything about today was fine, until I had my fcking dinner with my mom.

I asked her whether I can go to Edwin's birthday party and I told her that I need to wear like, formal. Just absolutely not the usual short-pants-and-tee-shirt style.
And all the responses she gave me totally pissed me off.

She was like, Oh just tell him that you don't have any formal wear.
And, Just wear something presentable la.

I went, Oh presentable? Like what? Jeans? Short pants? Tee shirt?

And she went silent.
Hah. Great. Thanks to my arguing talent, I always have my way to shut my parents' mouths up.

So right now, I am not talking to her. I know she let me go, but her tone totally make me feel sickened.
Even when she asked me to do something, normally I would reply with a "Oh ok" or just nod my head.
But just now, I didn't even glance at her.

Oh now thing is awesome-r.
She just asked me why I online at THIS time. Because THIS hour should be my revising/homework/studying time.

I went, Why can't I online at THIS time huh?
She said, I thought you should be studying.

WTF. When I online at 10pm something, she complains at it is too late.
And now, she whine that this should be my study time.

And I only online less than 30mins yesterday.
And Im onlining only for 45mins today.
I wonder what my perfectionist mom expected from me. Pft.

She just pissed me more and more, now.

Thats why I hate to be to middle child.

My elder sis gets EVERYTHING she wants, like seriously.
She gets to online at anytime she wants without a single comment from my parents.
She can get an instant approval to go here and there.
Its not like she is the best among us. She is actually the worst, according to how she treated my parents.
She acts like a super meanie to my parents few years ago.
She didn't talk to my dad for for than one year(?) JUST because my dad threw her 48marks addmaths paper on the table. Like come on, just because of that petty incident?
She only started talking to my dad again this year. What an awesome daughter, isn't she?
And my parents, esp my dad, don't want to scold her for anything she does and actually give her what she want because they afraid that my sis will get mad and go against them, again.

FML.

Love, Mariky.

Hello huns ♥

Went to watch Surrogates last night.
But uh, I wasn't really in a good mood until the movie started.

I had to run out and buy another packet of popcorn just because no one told me they wanted to eat popcorn when I bought the first packet and all of them grabbed a fist full of popcorn once they stepped into the theater & mommy asked me to buy a new one just 10 mins before the movie.
The queue was so freaking long. The counter cashier looked at me like I am a weirdo when I was huffing and puffing.

And when I went back to the theater, the movie already started and I found out that my younger sister switched her place with me just because theres a freaking tall guy sitting in front of her seat and blocked her view. Great.

I nearly blurted out " FUCK ". Thankgod I shut my mouth instantly o_o
Hah. I am pretty abstemious with profanities in front of my parents. Phew.

And I had to watch the whole movie with my head moving left and right like a freako.

And I thought maybe I would have a chance to prove to people that I am NOT that noisy when Im in cinema because seriously, Surrogates has nothing to scream/laugh about right?

Um not really. I screamed when they fired the guns. I laughed when all the surrogates went dead on the street and the whole city looks so funny.
But no one in the theater laughed/screamed throughout the whole movie.
I was like, WTF ARE YOU GUYS COLD BLOODED?

Dad says, the whole theater was looking at our seats and was trying to figure out whos the one who laughed like mad. Oh great.

But well, that movie was A W E S O M E.
It was so creative. I mean, it should be cloning right? But they thought of surrogacy and the idea was totally, pwned.
If I ever going to have a surrogate, I am going to make a HIM :D

Rushed back home and got to watch the second half of ManUtd match :D
We had the lead by 2-0 but it ended up became 2-1.
And how could I miss the Valencia's FIRST goal for ManUtd in Premier League? D:

Oh well. Something perked me up.
Chelsea defeated by Aston Villa & Sunderland beat Liverpool last night. Woohoo :D
Which also means that Arsenal is back on Top4 and ManUtd is on top of the title :D

Fyi, if I have to choose my favourtie club apart from ManUtd ♥, Im going for Arsenal. But Liverpool and ManCity are absolutely out of my list. Pft.

And my insomnia is freaking killing me.
I hit the sack at 1:30am last night and tossed on my bed for 30mins and still couldn't get my eyes closed.

And so I woke up and did something else instead of laying on my bed like a corpse.
I finished my kerja amal(s) and karangan :D

Lmao. Iz just over-excited :D
Not on the fact that I am growing older, but is anticipating for presents :D

Oh and we couldn't find MU jersey from Nike store in Sunway that day D:
And I doubt theres any female version in Nike store, period.
I wantneed that jersey so badly although it is fcking expensive.
If I can't get it on my birthday, I am so going to flush myself in the toilet bowl.

Iz going to Ikea and The Curve later.
I am clueless about the idea of going to Ikea. Like, do we need NEW furniture?

Love, Mariky.

I actually thinking about my future quite a lot.
When I was still a primary school kiddo, my ambitions column in my report card is occupied by the words like, "Doctor", "Teacher", "Nurse" and even "Scientist".
Yes, how lame and ambitious was I.

Now, since I am already an alumna of primary school, my mind is crystal clear enough to tell me that my childhood ambitions are oh-so-unrealistic.
I mean like, come on, I am afraid of blood and I wanted to be a doctor.
And I am so impatient that people can annoy me very easily so of course, I can't be a nurse.
And teacher?! Lmao. So not gonna happen in my entire life.
Oh and the last, scientist. I had 2Bs and 1C for my triple science subjects. Whatcha think now? ;)

My grandmother once asked me.

She: What you want to do when you grow up?
Me: I don't know.
She: Teacher?
Me: -laughs- Ew, no way.
She: Then, be like your sis. Study accounting.
Me: Ewwwwww NO.

P.S: Of course we were using Chinese. My grandma is kind of anachronistic.

So account course is absolutely out of my list.
Sister always tells me how great if you take account course. Mostly because, EVERY company needs an accountant. And as years go by, you get promotion and have remuneration for your job.

But really, Maths is so not my thang.
I hardly got any As for maths when I was in primary school, eventhough I have mountain of trophies in my room for being the NO.1 in my class for consecutively 3 years. Why I ain't that smart now?

Oh speaking of my primary school life, I don't really remember anything.
I think I kinda bumped into one of my primary school friend classmate and I couldn't even recall his first or last name. My memory is a sieve, thanks.
And I didn't really have many friends. I always spent my recess time alone or maybe with one or two friends. How sad huh?
Maybe that was the reason why I was a nerd with dorky glasses and horrid hairstyle. And thats why I didn't have friend(s).
Hah once again, proved that how cruel is this world.

My sister and I, we are so radical, so disparate.

She goes for down-to-earth stuff and I always live in my fantasy world.
She learns to accept the cold splash of reality and I sorta escape from it.
She is awesome in money management and I always have a hole in my pocket.
She is the cynic and I am the optimist.
She is a money grubber and I don't even give a shit on my money.
She is the day-type and I am a nocturnal.
She speaks in brusque tone and I babble non stop.
She has plans and I act on whim.
She doesn't swear and I am notorious for blurting out mouthing profanities.

We are like salt and pepper, Sun and Rain, Teacher and student, Yin and Yang & Mutt and Jeff.

Oh wait, we have ONE thing in common.
Both of us DON'T understand Facebook.

Like how you actually POKE people there? Or TAG people on childish pictures? Or become a virtual farmer? Or wait, theres something new with FB recently. SocialView questions or sorta thing like that. Oh lame, man.

But, she has everything from Mum and I inherited genes from Daddy.

Thats why she always critics me when I tell her that Im going to be a photographer, an event planner, a designer and bla bla bla.
She always insult me when I say I want to study abroad, sneeringly.
She tells me that maybe one day, I will be poor as a beggar if I become a photographer/designer, if I don't take care of my money, etc.
And I retort back and say, One day, you will be flabbergasted to see me as a famous person :D

But I think I will go for Computing. Or maybe graphic designing.
Thats where my interests belong.

One day, if I own a company, Im still going to name it as, Heineken Guzzler.
And one day, maybe you will see the name shines on the world stage, you will see it on tv's commercial breaks, you will hear this name everywhere, you will find it on the headline of newspaper, etc. Just, maybe :D

I shall stop all my ambitions crap talk here. Can't be assed to elaborate more.
And Idk why I always type reams. I guess I just like writing.
And my addmaths teacher has fucking lost her mind. Heaps of homework from her, everyday.

Iz off for dindins now.

Love, Mariky.

My day was boring like helluva. And I have nothing to rant right now.
Maybe I have, but they are most probably, super sensitive issue.

So final exam is in I-don't-know-how-many-days.
And I am so not in the studying-from-day-to-night mood, great.
Thinking of it makes me lost all sensation in my legs, or maybe my whole body.
Awesome, I will be half-paralysed.



Came across this video on Youtube this evening.
Gawd, what a conceited bitch.

Can you actually believe that she chooses to stop dating just because like, she failed to find a oh-so-perfect-looking guy or some similar lame reason?
She ain't that bad looking, but at the same time, she is not beauty queen material too and she thinks she is perfect & has ravishing beauty. Gosh, what kind of fantasy world she is in?

Did you see all the heavy makeup on her face? Take them off and let the whole world wide see how "pretty" are you. She would probably looks like a zombie or ghost or vampire with a sallow complexion.

Im kinda impressed by her guts. You know, to speak out her notice about hating UGLY people forthrightly and confidently. Bravo to your courage, bitch.

But the crux of this matter is, do people really hate ugly people?
Hmm, the word "Hate" is a bit inappropriate. Um, just dislike? Idk lmao.

Don't give me this kind of answer like..

" No, pretty and ugly people are treated the same. "

Oh man, sheer bullshit. What a shoddy lie.

Lemme tell you, ugly people never really been treated well. Unless you are lucky enough to be in the right circle of friends.
It would be a cinch to learn that people who are beautiful or pretty ALWAYS have special treatment or priority or whatever unfair attention. You name it.
And ugly people ALWAYS are the left out, the one who slipped by unnoticed, the one who can't be a leader of something, the one who humiliated by the crowd, the one have to isolate themselves because of the low self-esteem.

I don't understand why the world often judge a person by his/her appearance.
I know this is kind of a threadbare topic but still, I am curious.

Don't try to lie and tell me that No, you don't judge a person by his/her look before you get to know him/her better. Because, I do, too.
But as seconds, minutes, hours, days, months and years go by, my instinct always tell me that pretty people 's attitude normally aren't as nice as their look. It build a wall between me and pretty people. Thats why I didn't talk much to Mayli when I first met her :P

So what I am kind, I am sweet, I am friendly, I have lovely attitude bla bla bla but, I am ugly?
People don't really give a damn on my fucking approachable attitude or my convincing grades at the first place. All they care is just how a person looks. Does she/he has the winsome smile? Does she/he looks charming?

And most of the pretty people act like a bitch all the time, just because they are proud of their physical attractiveness. But the manner they conduct themselves is really obnoxious. Pft.
And some of them don't really have any skills on anything. All they know are just doing their flyaway silk hair, wasting their money on skimpy clothes etc etc.

Girls, you are so pretty...ugly.

Whoa. I've typed reams in this post.
Uh, I still rant. Old habits die hard.
Iz too lazy to type more. Dad pissed me off so Ima off now.

p/s: This is not a self pity post. I appreciate what my parents gave me, at least Im healthy and I ain't disabled. ( Gawd, I sound mature :D ) I just feel sorry for those who never given a chance to shine in their life just because of their looks ._.

Love, Mariky.

Dad bought two big packets of Kinder-Brueno or however you spell it and nougats!
Time to get fat, awesome.

Idk why but Im feeling so somnolent these days.
I slept at 1am last night and woke up at 9:30am this morning, and yet, my eyes lids are so freaking heavy throughout the whole day.
I was totally in a trance during piano lesson.

Piano lesson was again, a disaster,.
I hate scale so much. My memory is ain't that good, or not even close to, fine. Pft.
Oh jsyk, I got PASS for my Grade6 theory exam, only. How disappointing ):
I was anticipating for Distinction. Since when I have such a high confidence?
Fyi, I never got a PASS for my theory exam ): This is the very first time.
Crest fallen moment.

I am feeling kinda depressed right now. Hormones, maybe.
I miss watching football so much ):
Premier League will start back again this Saturday. Woo hoo! :D

Oh and check this out.
Gabriel Obertan ♥
I knew he will shine one day :D
-prays hard- to see him in Carling Cup :D
Great, talking about football perks me up a bit.

Today is the last day of PMR o:
I bet all the PMR students feel the weight of the world had been lifted from their shoulders as soon as they walked out from the school.
I feel my enviousness kick in.
It sends down chills and spills with the fact that final exam is coming in neck-breaking speed.
Man, I need to stop procrastinating.
I need to study, study, study. Not.
I am harboring thoughts of giving up on this exam.

Oh man, I am crapping.

Well so, my morning was dramatized.
Fakers and haters. Life is so colourful with their existence.
Its a cinch that fakers & haters are so childish, so execrable, so sickening, so atrocious and the list goes on.
But have you ever came across the idea of, looking at yourself?

I mean, if I have haters and fakers spamming and ripping all the way in my blog or any sites, I will be wondering..

WHY they hate me?

I remember that our Moral teacher asked us to write our names on a piece of paper and gave it back to her. She then redistributed the papers back to different people. And you had to write 2 goods and bad's about the person. And she would call out some people and read out all the points on that piece of papers.

Unsurprisingly, I had been called out. How nice :D
I-don't-know-who wrote that, Marilyn laughs too loud, Marilyn talks to much and Marilyn iz RUDE yo! ( Idk why I talk in gangster styles o.o )

Oh well, I knew that people would complain about my babbling habit and laugh-at-the-slightest-joke habit. Old habits die hard ):
But hello, RUDE? I know I act like one mean bitch, sometimes, to CERTAIN people.
I ain't rude ok? Or maybe I am? Like I talk too loud all the time? Or my sarcasm is way too heavy?
Hence, Ima be a bit more courteous in the future :B

So, if you have haters and fakers, thats kinda like a good thing.
Because you get to know why they hate you and MAYBE, change a bit of your personality.
But not just saying like...

I don't give a hoot on what chu think of me.
Ohhh, she/he must be jealous at me.
Mind your own fucking business.
Just fuck off.
Go to spam other chatboxes or blogs or whatever sites.

Instead of those meaningless replies, consider of saying..

Thank You. Maybe I should really change myself a bit.

And I think we should NOT label fakers&haters as cowards.
Because, at the same time, maybe you or me or she or he or they is/am/are coward(s) and bull-headed because we refuse to accept people's point of views.

Man, I kinda have a new perspective on my life today after the incident in this morning.
I feel like a fresh, new, educated, opinionated teenager. Lmao tsk tsk.
And, I am NOT pointing at anyone in my ranting, seriously. I just voice out my views and feel like sharing it to my lovely readers :D
It is what a blog meant to be right?

Whoa this is really a long ass post.
Off for dindins.

Love, Mariky.

Fyi, I kinda have insomnia after all the stay-ups-for-football-until-5am-eventhough-theres-school for almost a year.

I was so boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed at idk-which-night so I took out this kid's sunglasses.
It looks cool, yet silly. Lmao.
And as you can see, how much I love this HP tee.

Weather is insanely hot today, wait no, almost everyday.
Such a sad case to live in Malaysia.

Due to mind corruption, I had a pretty early night last night.
Well, it was pretty early for me.
And I woke up pretty early this morning too.
Again, for me only :B

But I slept again after breakfast and had to wake up involuntarily for lunch. Pft.

Phone is totally out of battery and charger is no where in sight because daddy took it with him to idk-which-place-maybe-Brunei-or-even-Sabah.

So I have to put the picture in my psp so that I can show it to Sha and others later during Physic tuition so that we can have a good laugh :B

Oh Daddy texted Mom and asked us whether we want chocolate or not.
Only people who not in their right mind would say, No.
And Daddy is going to reach home around 8pm. I will be having tuition that time aww ):

I have TONS of homework to complete $@%#$@%#!%#@%#@
Blah.
Off for dindins.

Love, Mariky.

Hello darling(s) :)

Went to Sunway for shopping last night :D
And I bought a pair of jeans and a tee. Woohoo.
And um, I didn't even have to pay a cent for them.

Oh and when I went into this fitting room to try out this jeans, I saw this.

I was like, " WHAT THE EFF O_O isn't this a fitting room? "
And I started to be panicked. Hey, maybe they have CCTV inside the room o_o

Lmao only I realized that if you take picture in front of the mirror of the room, and send it to Kitschen and MAYBE you will get cool prizes or whatsoever blah.

Internet is so frustrating.

Love, Mariky.

Wooooots!
Have you downloaded the newest 3.5 version of Firefox? ( IF you are using FF)

It is so effing cool :D
You can have your own personas on the top of your browser.
Its just like the MSN chatbox which you can have different pics on top of it.

FF rules :D
I was kinda thinking of trying out Safari few days ago.
But since FF has updated itself and has became so awesome, Ima erase the desire of using Safari now :D

And I had NEVER changed the theme of my FF.
But now, Im trying out different types of themes and they are just totally, pwned.

And I just downloaded a lot of add-ons like FoxLingo :D
And I just updated my TwitterFox aka Echofon :D
The new skin is so cooooooooool.
Edit: Seeeeee, I just installed new theme for my FF :D
Too bad you can't put on persona on top of it. Or maybe you can :B
Ima explore more tonight :D

Oh btw, Daddy is in Borneo or Brunei or whatever the country called now.
Yeah, again, for Marathon run.
Such a Marathon addict. pffft.
Im going to miss him ):

Iz going to Sunway later for shopping! :D

Love, Mariky.

Um so, I woke up at 10am today and slept from 11:30am to 1:30pm, again.
Feel like a pig, whatever :D

Oh and do you know that the word " Whatever " has been voted as the MOST annoying word?
Theres other words too, like " Anyway" , " At the end of the day " , " Like " and blablabla.
Come to think of it, " whatever" is really fcking annoying.

Like when Im talking to you, maybe something serious or just some petty stuff.
But the response you give me is just " whatever ". Its like, you don't really give a damn thing on our conversation. pfft.

Oh and I use " like " way too much, like, right now. lmao.

Oh and..

Obama just won the 2009 Nobel Peace Prize!
I wonder why he deserves it though o.e

Um so, I was in a superbly happy mood this afternoon and decided to go on GIMP to do something. Eventhough, it was raining heavily. Tsktsk.


I don't really satisfied with how it turned out though. Its difficult to recolour the faces of this sweety couple. I chose the skintone of pale Caucasian and both of them ended up to look like zombies who/which crawled out from their graves. pfft.

And I am pretty bored of recolouring so Ima try something unique next time, which is maybe, few MONTHS later. I am way too lazy lmao.

Oh and when I came online just now and tried to log in my twitter account.
This thingy came out and I had a good laugh for few mins.
It might not seem funny to you but maybe it is not something I usually see in my life, so yeah.
The whale looks so cuteeeeee ^___^
Lmao sorry, just trying to sound kawaii, a bit :B

And twitter has been a dickhead these few days. My Echofon NEVER worked for the past few days. Pffft. Wonder wtf wrong with Twitter.

Oh and speaking of Twitter, I was browsing a forum (as usual) and saw this thread talking about the world most famous social network website, FACEBOOK. -ehem time for ranting-

This girl asked,

Is facebook too addicting or is it just me?

And some people gave some most funniest replies I 've ever seen.

Some say, they are on fb only because of family and friends.
And I found out that, theres actually ALOT of people around the globe who don't have facebook!
I found my soulmates (H) lmao.

And most of the people joined fb because, their friends have it.
I was like, WTF. No-lifer!
Thats the thing that irk the hell outta me.
But I believe among my friends, this pattern actually exist.

For example,

A: Hey join facebook la!
B: Why le?
A: Aiyo, because everyone has it ma! Later you will be outdated, I tell you.
B: Huhhh really ah? Then, Ok la.

p.s: Um, notice that I use "la", "ma" and "ah" which I never used it on internet. Just trying to make it looks more like a casual convo. lmao.

You just don't want to be the left out and don't want to be laughed ._.
Loseeeeeer.
You can actually live with it ok? I am the living proof here.
I remember when Sha told Darren that I don't have fb, Darren laughed at me.
I was like, -____- whut so funnay sir?

It is just ridiculous when you don't even know half of the people in your "buddies" list.
It is just funny when people add you as their "buddy" just because they want some advantages from you especially when it comes to games.

It just amazes me that how people can actually be on Facebook for such a long time and maybe a whole day.
Oh you can go to different people's profile and stalk them!
Oh and you can write graffiti on people's walls!
Oh and you can tag people on a picture with different kind of characters or whatsoever!
Oh you can also play Bejeweled Blitz and have bright colours in your eyes holes!
Oh you can go on Sorority Life and level up and have a lot of fake money!

Whoaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa I can actually do so freaking many things on Facebook! :D:D:D
Ahhhhhh I want to join Facebook now, not.

At the end of the day, after you have indulged yourself on Facebook for a long time, and you think back what you did today with the internet.
Oops, nothing? O:

Ah no, I know that blablabla doesn't want to go to school, I know that yabbayabba went to somewhere yesterday and took a lot of pics, I know that whowhowho got this result from this test, misidontknowwho is buying and selling friend on FFS, handsomeguy has just favorited a vid on youtube, whorelikelookinggirl just took a quiz and so on.

Oh yeah right, you gain alot via Facebook. Bravo. -claps-
Mind you, sarcasm here.

Lmao k, enough ranting for Facebook.

Internet is ghey tonight. I can't even go on my homepage?! #@%$@%#$

Love, Mariky.

Rachel and I watched the same HORROR movie last night!
It was on TV2.
My sister was reading the newspaper yesterday afternoon and she said there was a horror movie at night.
Since I hvn't watched a single horror movie for thousand years, why not? ;D

In 1863, in Fairhope, Alabama, a group of former Confederate soldiers robbers a commerce bank and kills many clients and employees. While escaping to Mexico, they spend the night in an isolated house that belonged to a dead soldier of their company. When weird events happen in the stormy night, they find that the dwellers are demons.

The previous owner of the house they stayed over for the night believed in some ritual ceremony that can bring back his wife from death.
So he tortured his own children and slaves by digging out their eyes and ripping off their skins.
But they sort of transformed into demons/monsters. So the owner had to kill all of them.

Lmao. I don't even really understand the storyline.
But I screeeeeeeeeeeeamed from the beginning to the end.
Those no-eyes, white-skinned, frog-like monsters which kinda look like amphibians are just freakishly ewww and fugly and scary.

My mom was covering her face with ten of her fingers lmaoo.
My dad was reading the newspaper so that he didn't have to look at the tv screen lmao.

Me: -screams- AHHHHHH OMGGGG WHAT THE HELL AHHHHHH
Dad: See, told you don't look at the tv. Like me, I don't want to watch also.
Me: LMFAOOOO

Even my dad was scared. Lmao.

And yes Rach, I am up to watch a nerve wrecking, stress inducing, death defying horror movie with yah ;)
Both of us will scream in unison and scare the bloody hell out of everyone yeeeah ;D

Did I tell you that teletubbies are my childhood idols?



lmfao. I watched that vid almost everyday since the day I bookmarked it.
Omg and I used to watch Teletubbies EVERYDAY.
Don't cha think they are so cuteeeee? o:
I keep singing Tinky Winky Dipsy Laa-Laa Po ~

Oh and lmaooo. Barney dances to Soulja Boy too!



Regina should watch this :P lmao.
I can't believe people actually think that Barney is better than Teletubbies D:
I mean, I LOVE TELETUBBIES !
Esp Po :B But I like how Laa-Laa says its name. Laa-laa~

Do you think people will drag me to mental hospital if I run to a crowd and shout

I EFFING LOVE TELETUBBIES TO DEATH

I've been spending the past one hour watching howTeletubbies, Dora the Explorer, Barney, Sesame Street etc etc dance to Crank dat Soulja Boy on Youtube. lmao.
That shows what boredom could do to someone.

Oh man, that song is stuck in my head right now -.-

Love, Mariky.

I woke up this morning with a wide smile on my silly fugly face.
The headache is gone, totally -poof-, miraculously.
Although my little tummy is still aching but its okayyyy.
Everything will be fineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, ya ;D
Omg, how optimistic.

Woke up at 10am today.
And played The Sims for like half hour in my room lmao.
Wanted to continue studying for addmaths but well.
Yah know, The Sims is too irresistible and I could hardly resist it :B
I found 5 jungles and reached the LAST beach just in few hours time. Woots! ;D
I am stuck in the last beach after I found the hot spring and I still need 2 more hieroglyphs/ whatever you call it ):

So I went study come online :B
And I think, by the end of today, I can't even finish Chap.1 of addmaths. Sheer failure.
How sad D: lmao.

Uh well, know what?
You know theres some people who spend their majority of waking hours with their nose in their books a.k.a NERDS :)
I am certainly not that type of pee-pole.
Its just awful if you place excessive emphasize on the study aspect.
Hallo, adolescence stage? Party time?

Howeverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
I want to get into college so I need to study.
eventhough I hate colleges.
I want to succeed in my life so I need to study.
I want to fly across the nation so I need to study.

-puts on glasses-
-smiles like a dork with all my teeth shown-
-ties my hair up to a bun pigtails-
-pulls my pants up to my waist- ( Ohno, my butt O;)
-tucks in my tee-shirt-
-takes out books-
Hello, I am a nerd 8B lmfao

Um so, I was browsing through some random forums.
And everyone is talking about HALLOWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN.
Oh waaaait, all the dumbasses out there, do cha know whats that?
Lmao jk :B

Do you think its ok if I
held a costume part and
wear Spongebob coustume and
carve Jack-o'-lantern and
go for a ghost tour and
play apple bobbing and
proceed from house to house & ask " Trick or Treat"

in Malaysia? O:

I want to celebrate Halloween on Oct 31
@$#%$#!$%@%$#@^$#$#&^%$&%*&(^%^$#$@#$!@#!#@#$&#%$&%$&%^$&%$
It will be an awesome revelry!
and Malaysia is in woeful need of this kind of fun stuff.
Oh well, dream on D:

Watched this vid on Youtube just now.


I don't know if its true or not. I just find it fascinating.
And lmao. Religion stuff. Im not going to speak out my notions on my blog. I will sound like a racist bitch -waves-
And I will probably be on the newspaper tomorrow with this huge headlines " Marilyn Ting is caught under ISA " or bla bla bla.

Omg, someone from Aussie viewed my blog! :D
Finally. I've been waiting for an Aussie since the day I had that thingy on my blog.
I have Americans, Canadians, Iranians, Britishers, Germans, Singaporeans, Philippines, Dutch, Maltese, Indonesians, Norwegians, Swedish, Ireland-ers (?) , Kuwaiti, Hungarians etc etc.

Yo sup sexy whore, same motel tonight aight?

lmfao

Love, Mariky.

I changed my blogskin.
I spent approximately 2 hours to search for a decent one.
Its just so difficult to find a blogskin which suit my taste.
Hello, my taste is absolutely fine ok? :B

Anyway, I feel happy tonight. Idk why.
I wanted to revise for addmaths but decided to come on comp and change my blogskin.
Since I got bored of my previous one.
When I told my sis that Im gonna change it, she was like, " AGAIN?! "
Lol. Hey, at least I am better than Michelle :D

I am not sure with the name of the guy in the banner on top.
I just remember he is a French actor and pretty hot. Uh well, is, VERY hot -drools-

My dad said, maybe its gastric.
My sis said, it can't be gastric because I always eat and never stopped eating. Lol.
Well, maybe its really gastric.
Since I had diarrhoea few days ago and starved myself most of the time.
I just hope that it will gone when I open my eyes tomorrow morning.

Listen to the song on my page.
Its really awesome, officially amazing.
I just realised that I've been listening to a lot of music these days, with my PSP.
I am not a HUGE fan of music.
but undeniably, it does calm me down most of the time.
But PSP for music, is not really a good way.
Mom is so hooked up on the game in my psp and always borrow it from me.
Guess its about time to get a MP3.
No, I don't fancy iTouch now.

I read loads of blogs when I was browsing through blogskins.com just now.
Its true that Singaporeans write better blog than us.
I even bookmarked few of them :B

Have you read the story on Michelle's blog?
Its so touching and I had tears rolling in my eyes when I finished reading it.
I doubt I will ever write THAT good in my life.
Jeesh, its time to improve mah english.

Theres a lot of posts about birthday in the blogs I read just now.
My birthday is coming 8D
Thats kinda perk me up.
I want MP3 from daddy.
I want jersey from mom.
Or maybe jersey from both daddy and mommy.
Idk. MU jersey is the thing I wanted the most this year.
Ofc, the female version lmao.

I prefer to celebrate birthday with family, to be terribly honest.
I always get uber jealous when I see people celebrating their birthdays at school. And receive ALOT of presents at the same time.
I just, can't.
Hello, no one goes to school during school hols.
People tend to forget Marilyn's birthday.
No biggy about it. I am pretty used to the fact that I have a bad date for my birthday.
Thats why I only anticipate presents from my parents.
Thankgod they never seemed to let me down.
My birthday presents from mom&dad last year were the BEST. I mean, seriously, B.E.S.T.

Wtf. Talking about birthday makes me feel sad. lolol.

If my body allows me, I want to open up gimp and do something tomorrow.

And idk why this headache won't just go away :/
And this stomachache keeps haunting me.
Come on, it has been 7days.

p/s: WongMayli, I will help you to put on songs, only if you change your blogskin :3

Love, Mariky.

Hello.

Mom says, Im going back to the doc again if this stomachache doesn't go away by tomorrow.
I don't want to swallow down any pills anymore.

I felt terribly sick last night when I was watching ANTM.
And woke up with a headache.

I wonder whats wrong with my body.

Just found out that you can watch ANTM via youtube.
Awesome. One more way to kill time.

Had one of the worst piano lessons just now.
I was totally confused, no matter during practical or theory session.

I haven't been studying since the last Friday.
I really want to pass my final with flying colours.
But the only way to make me unaware of my stomachache and headache is sleep.
I sleep like a pig from day to night.

I don't even on comp more than 2 hours like how I used to.

I have a lot of homework to do.
I mean, really, ALOT.
I have more than 20 addmaths ques.
A chinese essay.
and etc etc.


I don't feel like talking to anyone.
I am pretty afraid of going back to school next week.
I want to stay at home.
I hate everything about school and my class.
I hate the people there.
I hate the environment there.

Seriously, I feel like crying right now.
Idk why.
My head hurts badly.
And so my tummy.

Love, Mariky.

I didn't go to school today. Oh so great, seriously.

Went to doctor again last night.
And got MC for Monday but I told mom that I am not going to school on Tuesday.
I doubt I will be fine and healthy on Tuesday so why suffer myself by going to school?

Stomach is still aching.
And the worst is, I don't know how I caught this flu.
I can't even breathe properly right now.
I feel miserable.

I don't go on MSN much these days. I don't even on comp much recently.
It is getting boring. Not the people in my contacts lol.
It just that, I am way too lazy to move my fingers and type and chat with human beings.
And it reminds me of someone.

I truthfully wish that I will never have to talk to you anymore :)
Or will never meet anyone like you in my future.
I hope that I could erase everything from my mind and pretend that I've never met you before.
To be frank, thinking of you and your big mouth, make me feel sickened.
I am sorry, but I just can't get over the fact that you are such a loudmouthed and gossipy person.

Move on.

Real Madrid lost to Sevilla !!!!
C.Ronaldo was injured and missed that match and just OhMyGawd :D
Even with Kaka and Benzema, they still couldn't beat Sevilla.
It made my day, just a bit though.

And I start loving Hallmark Channel.
I love Without A Trace, The Nanny ( Yes, the stupid hilarious show lmao ) and Mystery Woman series :B
Since I don't use comp much lately, I switch my interest to TV programs.
I feel like a couch potato, whatever :3

I promised myself to open up GIMP, to do at least some recolouring's.
But since I was (am) sick like hell, the plan went -poof- D:
I downloaded loads of brushes and few fonts last Thursday.
I feel like doing line art or just plain drawing & colouring.
I want to do something productive with my online time.
But not just, watching vids on youtube, reading sport news, stalking blogs and stuff like that.

Oh did I mention that I helped my cousin to do an assignment for her college?
Like one month ago (?) Lol.
Ima post it on here :B


I know it doesn't look neat and kinda messy.
I didn't have enough time to beautify it since it was um, about 3am when I finished cropping and arranging all the pictures.
Lmao cast a look at the shop's name lmfao.

Anyway, I know I've been pretty emo these days and my blog is going to the vulgarities side.
Who cares.

I have the idea of writing ...

I don't want to fuck up my final exam.

on a piece of paper and magnetized it on my board. I wonder how mom will react though lmao.

Off to tuition now.

Love, Mariky.

Hello people : )

I just had the worst Mooncake Fiesta ever in my entire life.
Uh huh, the worst.

Guess what I had for my dinner+supper?
5 pieces of oh-so-tasteless plain breads.

And stayed up until 2:30am to watch Man.Utd.
Like wtf, DRAW?!
Thanks to the home goal seriously.
Our team was a total messed up without Giggs ._.

I don't want to go school tomorrow D:
And Tuesday too )';
Like, I ain't gonna be THAT stupid to waste my precious time at school on Tuesday.
I seriously don't give a damn on how you see me as a selfish, bitchy girl.

I wish I can skip Monday & Tuesday's school and study all the way during holiday
( I.don't.want.to.fuck.up.my.final.exam )
And go back to school after hols and have my exam after 1 week.
And its the 2 months holiday.
Hallelujah.

Uh well, I don't really hate school that much.
Its just that, A class annoys the freakin hell outta me.
Most of them are so damn superbly smart. And hardworking.
And oh so f.a.k.e.

Like, " Oh, I don't really study at home. "
or " I hate bla bla bla subject so much. "
or " I think I will get a terrible result this time. "
or " I only sleep, eat and watch tv at home. "

And end up, Hello, you are the fucking top 10 in our class? Or even top 5. Or yay bravo, TOP THREE.
Its not a biggie to admit that you do study loads at home like a mama boy, nerd or geek.
Jeeesh. Why people these days are just so fake? D:

Create a better lie next time ok, friggin liar(s)?

See how annoying if you are in the best advanced class.


-prays hard- I don't want to go to school on Monday & Tuesday.
-wishes- I will still be sick for the following two days.
CHEERS! (wtf why it sounds so noob o.e )

Love, Mariky.

Ok, can anyone please kill me right now? or maybe I can jump off from the window right now.
Lemme tell you the motif of my commit suicide / homicide plan.

1. My stomach is totally upset since few days ago. And it doesn't get any better today after I swallowed down more than 10 pills. I have to press against my tummy constantly throughout the whole day.

2. My headache is getting worse and I don't want to have another pill, which is Panadol in my tummy anymore. Jeesh.

3. Today is Moon Cake Festival and every family should have this reunion thingy. But I am fucking home alone right now. Because my body is too weak to let me walk around so much, not even stand for a long time. And I have no appetite at all.

4. But I still, have to ransack something out to eat for my dinner. I searched up and down left and right of the whole kitchen and found nothing. I have blueberry cheese tarts in the fridge. Yummylicious. But I don't think I can eat it because of my stupid stomach. I am so not going to eat plain bread AGAIN for my dinner.

5. I have fucking loads of homework to do since I missed Friday classes. And I don't know why our addmaths teacher just keep giving us loads and loads and loads of homework almost everyday. Hello, I ain't a human-like robot okay?

6. I have to go school on next Tuesday which is actually a PMR holiday for everyone except for those who sit for PMR. Like, I go there just to act like I am a bahasa malaysia lover? And actually speak Malay throughout the 2 periods of Malay classes? Or put up the smiley happy face just to show the examiner that I larveeee Malay so freaking much?
Thats obscenely fake.
I don't love that language at all. I can't even speak a complete Malay sentence without cracking people up.

And I don't get people these days.
Ok see, I've been pretty sick in the past few days.
And I always get this questions over and over and over again from my friends, and teachers, too.

Why are you still smiling and laughing if you are sick?

Hello? It isn't an illegal act to smile and laugh when you are sick.
Ok, maybe you don't know anything about law because you are too dumb. Forgiven.

But do I really have to put up a sad face like normal people usually do when they are sick?
For what? Just to prove to you that I am actually fucking sick here?
Or just for vision effect to please you?

It is absolutely none of your freaking business that I smile I laugh eventhough I am sick.
I think it does make me feel so much more better if I remain cheerful and joyful when I am sick.
I don't think it helps if you are all emo, depressed and sorrowful.
Okayyy, maybe you are a sad little attention seeker who want people's sympathy.
Attention seekers annoy the hell outta me, jsyk.
'Em are just sad. Feel sad for them ):

I swear, if anyone asks me this question again, I am so going to rip you off alive.
I get so pissed everytime people ask this question.
Are you really that dumb? Or your brain is eaten by wild animals?
Jeesh, I really don't get what people are thinking in their lil tiny itsy bitsy minds.
This kind of people should stfu and gtfu.

Get over the fact that I am LIKE that.

I am sorry. Stupid sickness.
I am just, having a mood swing :B
Hello people. -waves frantically- I am still lovely, thanks.

Love, Mariky.

Oh well, HI MORNING ♥

I woke up at 8:30am. Ahh, surprising.
Well, since I had sleep for 9 hours yesterday and hit the sack at 12:30am last night which is very very very very early for a Friday night, I think I have got superduper sufficient of sleep. Yum.

I am actually, lying. The reason I woke up THAT early, is because my stomach has been going nut on me for the whole night ): I couldn't even have a piece of peace ._.

Had Milo and plain bread as breakfast. And is going to eat the same thing for my lunch later.
Oh lord, please, save me ._.

Oh and congrats Rio de Janeiro, Brazil for becoming the host city for 2016 Summer Olympics, Games of the XXXI Olympiad. Awhsum, although I wish that Chicago could get it .-.

And guys, if you don't know where or WHAT is Rio de Janeiro, the second largest city in Brazil, remember theres a scene in CSI:Miami? Horatio wanted to find someone important and he reached Rio and ended up killed someone there? It was the finale of that season though.

If you still can't recall it, hello, remember this statue of Christ the Redeemer? The one that located on Corcovado Mountain? The largest art deco statue in the world? One of the New Seven Wonders of the World?

Man, if you still don't know or can't recognize this statue or Rio de Janeiro, I wonder if you ever received any education in your life before o.e No offence :B lol.

Speaking of the New Seven Wonders of the World, do you know that six of the seven wonders of Ancient World had been destructed? :o And most of the reason of their destruction are earthquake o:
The Great Pyramid of Giza, is the only one of the Seven Wonders of the Ancient World which is still standing.

Oya, speaking of earthquake, did you notice that theres a lot of natural disasters happening right now?
Typhoon in Philippines, Tsunami in Samoa Island and Earthquake in Indonesia.
Man, world is coming to an end. Pfft, pessimistic.

The earlier storm, Ketsana, wrought a trail of destruction across four Southeast Asian countries, killing at least 422, including 293 in the Philippines, 99 in Vietnam and 14 in Cambodia. The Red Cross in Laos said Friday at least 16 people died and 100 were missing in two provinces that were still largely cut off.

I wish I can do something for them ._. Its so depressing.

A second powerful earthquake has hit the Indonesian island of Sumatra, a day after the first devastating quake left more than 500 dead, thousands of people buried in rubble and a major city cut off from the outside world.

Now boy this is way more depressing. My tears burst out when I looked up for some earthquake vids on Youtube. People are suffering and they are totally cut off from the outside world. No communication. Lack of food. They are fighting against the nature to survive. And thousand of people are still burying under the rubble.

Jeesh. I am getting more and more and more depressed. Psshh.

Omg, someone from Bali viewed mah blog :D -gets happy-

P.S: Michelle is getting hyper-er and hyper-er everytime she visits my blog o.e " Stalker AKA Michelle" Man, whats wrong with this chick? lmfao. Maybe she slept with Jacob last night, or maybe everynight. lmfaoaoao.

Love, Mariky.