I actually thinking about my future quite a lot.
When I was still a primary school kiddo, my ambitions column in my report card is occupied by the words like, "Doctor", "Teacher", "Nurse" and even "Scientist".
Yes, how lame and ambitious was I.

Now, since I am already an alumna of primary school, my mind is crystal clear enough to tell me that my childhood ambitions are oh-so-unrealistic.
I mean like, come on, I am afraid of blood and I wanted to be a doctor.
And I am so impatient that people can annoy me very easily so of course, I can't be a nurse.
And teacher?! Lmao. So not gonna happen in my entire life.
Oh and the last, scientist. I had 2Bs and 1C for my triple science subjects. Whatcha think now? ;)

My grandmother once asked me.

She: What you want to do when you grow up?
Me: I don't know.
She: Teacher?
Me: -laughs- Ew, no way.
She: Then, be like your sis. Study accounting.
Me: Ewwwwww NO.

P.S: Of course we were using Chinese. My grandma is kind of anachronistic.

So account course is absolutely out of my list.
Sister always tells me how great if you take account course. Mostly because, EVERY company needs an accountant. And as years go by, you get promotion and have remuneration for your job.

But really, Maths is so not my thang.
I hardly got any As for maths when I was in primary school, eventhough I have mountain of trophies in my room for being the NO.1 in my class for consecutively 3 years. Why I ain't that smart now?

Oh speaking of my primary school life, I don't really remember anything.
I think I kinda bumped into one of my primary school friend classmate and I couldn't even recall his first or last name. My memory is a sieve, thanks.
And I didn't really have many friends. I always spent my recess time alone or maybe with one or two friends. How sad huh?
Maybe that was the reason why I was a nerd with dorky glasses and horrid hairstyle. And thats why I didn't have friend(s).
Hah once again, proved that how cruel is this world.

My sister and I, we are so radical, so disparate.

She goes for down-to-earth stuff and I always live in my fantasy world.
She learns to accept the cold splash of reality and I sorta escape from it.
She is awesome in money management and I always have a hole in my pocket.
She is the cynic and I am the optimist.
She is a money grubber and I don't even give a shit on my money.
She is the day-type and I am a nocturnal.
She speaks in brusque tone and I babble non stop.
She has plans and I act on whim.
She doesn't swear and I am notorious for blurting out mouthing profanities.

We are like salt and pepper, Sun and Rain, Teacher and student, Yin and Yang & Mutt and Jeff.

Oh wait, we have ONE thing in common.
Both of us DON'T understand Facebook.

Like how you actually POKE people there? Or TAG people on childish pictures? Or become a virtual farmer? Or wait, theres something new with FB recently. SocialView questions or sorta thing like that. Oh lame, man.

But, she has everything from Mum and I inherited genes from Daddy.

Thats why she always critics me when I tell her that Im going to be a photographer, an event planner, a designer and bla bla bla.
She always insult me when I say I want to study abroad, sneeringly.
She tells me that maybe one day, I will be poor as a beggar if I become a photographer/designer, if I don't take care of my money, etc.
And I retort back and say, One day, you will be flabbergasted to see me as a famous person :D

But I think I will go for Computing. Or maybe graphic designing.
Thats where my interests belong.

One day, if I own a company, Im still going to name it as, Heineken Guzzler.
And one day, maybe you will see the name shines on the world stage, you will see it on tv's commercial breaks, you will hear this name everywhere, you will find it on the headline of newspaper, etc. Just, maybe :D

I shall stop all my ambitions crap talk here. Can't be assed to elaborate more.
And Idk why I always type reams. I guess I just like writing.
And my addmaths teacher has fucking lost her mind. Heaps of homework from her, everyday.

Iz off for dindins now.

Love, Mariky.