Hello.
Mom says, Im going back to the doc again if this stomachache doesn't go away by tomorrow.
I don't want to swallow down any pills anymore.
I felt terribly sick last night when I was watching ANTM.
And woke up with a headache.
I wonder whats wrong with my body.
Just found out that you can watch ANTM via youtube.
Awesome. One more way to kill time.
Had one of the
worst piano lessons just now.
I was totally confused, no matter during practical or theory session.
I haven't been studying since the last Friday.
I really want to pass my final with flying colours.
But the only way to make me unaware of my stomachache and headache is
sleep.
I sleep like a pig from day to night.
I don't even on comp more than 2 hours like how I used to.
I have a lot of homework to do.
I mean, really,
ALOT.
I have more than 20 addmaths ques.
A chinese essay.
and etc etc.
You don't understand how much pain I am in.
I wake up in the middle of the night because of my stomachache.
My head aches whenever I move my head, even just a lil bit.
So, don't simply assume that I am NOT sick anymore.
I am so tired of explaining to people that Im still sick.
I can even cry a river out for you right now.
Hence, don't tell me that Im lazy.
Because you are not experiencing it and don't understand it at all.
Its okay if you don't care about me, just don't freaking judge me.
I.am.really.sick.
I don't feel like talking to anyone.
I am pretty afraid of going back to school next week.
I want to stay at home.
I hate everything about school and my class.
I hate the people there.
I hate the environment there.
Seriously, I feel like crying right now.
Idk why.
My head hurts badly.
And so my tummy.
Love, Mariky.
Marilyn