My day was boring like helluva. And I have nothing to rant right now.
Maybe I have, but they are most probably, super sensitive issue.

So final exam is in I-don't-know-how-many-days.
And I am so not in the studying-from-day-to-night mood, great.
Thinking of it makes me lost all sensation in my legs, or maybe my whole body.
Awesome, I will be half-paralysed.



Came across this video on Youtube this evening.
Gawd, what a conceited bitch.

Can you actually believe that she chooses to stop dating just because like, she failed to find a oh-so-perfect-looking guy or some similar lame reason?
She ain't that bad looking, but at the same time, she is not beauty queen material too and she thinks she is perfect & has ravishing beauty. Gosh, what kind of fantasy world she is in?

Did you see all the heavy makeup on her face? Take them off and let the whole world wide see how "pretty" are you. She would probably looks like a zombie or ghost or vampire with a sallow complexion.

Im kinda impressed by her guts. You know, to speak out her notice about hating UGLY people forthrightly and confidently. Bravo to your courage, bitch.

But the crux of this matter is, do people really hate ugly people?
Hmm, the word "Hate" is a bit inappropriate. Um, just dislike? Idk lmao.

Don't give me this kind of answer like..

" No, pretty and ugly people are treated the same. "

Oh man, sheer bullshit. What a shoddy lie.

Lemme tell you, ugly people never really been treated well. Unless you are lucky enough to be in the right circle of friends.
It would be a cinch to learn that people who are beautiful or pretty ALWAYS have special treatment or priority or whatever unfair attention. You name it.
And ugly people ALWAYS are the left out, the one who slipped by unnoticed, the one who can't be a leader of something, the one who humiliated by the crowd, the one have to isolate themselves because of the low self-esteem.

I don't understand why the world often judge a person by his/her appearance.
I know this is kind of a threadbare topic but still, I am curious.

Don't try to lie and tell me that No, you don't judge a person by his/her look before you get to know him/her better. Because, I do, too.
But as seconds, minutes, hours, days, months and years go by, my instinct always tell me that pretty people 's attitude normally aren't as nice as their look. It build a wall between me and pretty people. Thats why I didn't talk much to Mayli when I first met her :P

So what I am kind, I am sweet, I am friendly, I have lovely attitude bla bla bla but, I am ugly?
People don't really give a damn on my fucking approachable attitude or my convincing grades at the first place. All they care is just how a person looks. Does she/he has the winsome smile? Does she/he looks charming?

And most of the pretty people act like a bitch all the time, just because they are proud of their physical attractiveness. But the manner they conduct themselves is really obnoxious. Pft.
And some of them don't really have any skills on anything. All they know are just doing their flyaway silk hair, wasting their money on skimpy clothes etc etc.

Girls, you are so pretty...ugly.

Whoa. I've typed reams in this post.
Uh, I still rant. Old habits die hard.
Iz too lazy to type more. Dad pissed me off so Ima off now.

p/s: This is not a self pity post. I appreciate what my parents gave me, at least Im healthy and I ain't disabled. ( Gawd, I sound mature :D ) I just feel sorry for those who never given a chance to shine in their life just because of their looks ._.

Love, Mariky.