'Am not in melancholy. Not really in the mood of blogging. But well, I guess I just want to find a way to thrift away my time.

Got back few papers yesterday.

Sejarah
Paper 1 - 33/40
Paper 2 - 59/100
Overall -  65%
Awesome. Its my first B for Sejarah since Form1.

BM
Paper 1 - 109/140
Paper 2 - 84/100
Overall -  80%

Addmath
Paper 1 - 33/80
Paper 2 - 50/100
Overall - 46%
The first D in my entire life. Great. I am such a failure, man.

Bio
Paper 2 - 66/100

Physics
Paper 1 - 32/50

Math
Paper 1 - 29/40
Paper 2 - 72/100
Overall - 72%
Maybe its the lowest in my class, who knows?

BI
Paper 2 - 63/75

Civics - 82%
So, I fulfilled the rights and duties of citizenship by getting an A in this absurd subject?

Yeah. Thats all.

Perhaps sometimes, people have to learn how to put themselves in others' shoes.
Everyone has a different intelligence quotient. You will never understand my feeling if you always archive amazing grades and your position in class is so fucking high which I'll never reach it.
Don't assume that I didn't put in any effort. Probably you only have to study for such a little while and voila! You have an A. But I have to study it thoroughly like my whole dear life is depended on it. And yet, the results disappoint me.
Don't tell me " It doesn't matter ". Because you never experienced this calamity before. Have you ever cried for 5 times in a day? No? Then fuck off. And leave me alone.
Thus, you are in totally no position to give me any pieces of advise.

I am not really enraged though. Just thought that some people might need to know the truths. And I am definitely not against any smart dudes. Just thought that they might have the right to know how I feel :3

Oh and I noticed something which piques me. Wait, everything piques me atm.

So, I know that theres a lot of short forms for words in the world of webs.
But you know some people type ALREADY as OLEDI?
I don't have much passionate for spellings and I am certainly not a spelling nazi.
And ofc, I use short forms as much as you do too.
But at least, the short forms I use, stand for the right pronunciation.

Already is pronounced as all-REEa-di.
Oledi is pronounced as O-LEH-di

Rea and Leh. Don't try to tell me that they should be pronounced the same.
And no one pronounces Already as OLEDI.
So why don't you use alrdy or d or just other short forms instead of Oledi.

Well, maybe only we, Malaysian pronounce Already as Oledi.
How sad. Such a shame.

Great. Rantings make my day.

My phone's battery died since yesterday morning. Can't even bother to charge it.

Love, Mariky.