Hello again, lovely blog! I think no one reads my blog now haha, that's why I only say Hi to my blog instead of my readers.



I have had such a difficult and stressful week. I have my pure maths mock on Tuesday and I did horribly. I am not saying this because I didn't have confidence or whatsoever but because I wasn't prepared AT ALL.

I am going to have my first AS paper on the 10th October and I am freaking out! We have like, 18 chapters to memories, which isn't so bad actually. But we have to write 3 essays in 1 and 1/2 hour, now, that IS scary shit. I usually take an hour to finish an essay!

And we have not finished our Literature syllabus. We JUST completed our short stories today and going to finish up our poems tomorrow. And then we have Equus and gonna move on to past year questions.

I know I should be worried about Maths because I only got like, 25/50 for Stats and I bet I am gonna get lower than 30 for pure maths. I have never done THAT horrible for any tests/exams. And everyone is Maths class is so smart and brilliant which makes me feel like an ultimate dumbass :( Thank god I have Jun Hoe haha. Best Maths buddy!

I also have intensive revision class almost EVERYDAY, until 6pm. It is so tiring and I feel so knackered and exhausted everytime I reach home. I slept before 12am in the past two nights because I was too tired to even move.

Right now, I am just going to focus on memorising English Legal System and also try to cope with Literature extra classes (because we will still have 3 classes per week even during our AS exams). Then, concentrate on Econs and Mathematics after Law papers. I am not that worried about Economics, I don't know why, it is not that I am super brilliant at it. I'd like to think that I am just mediocre at every subject, which is sort of depressing. I know I did badly for all my maths quiz and tests but I just need more time to practise more.

Alright, done ranting! I have to go and prepare for my poem presentation tomorrow because I have a selfish and self-centered team mate who wants to do the easier poem. Hmph.

And I have to go to Pavillion tomorrow to get Ally's present and rush to IOI Boulevard for her birthday dinner tomorrow night. Long and busy day ahead!